Monday, December 31, 2012

Tyson - December 2012 - 1 Year!

I'm writing this a few days late (I gave myself the excuse that you didn't have your doctor's appointment until today so I couldn't get your stats up until today anyway), and it is actually New Year's Eve 2012 as I type.  This time a year ago we had just gotten released from the hospital and were home trying to adjust to a new life with 3.  It's hard to imagine life before 3 anymore.

You've grown SO much.  It is always amazing to me to see the difference between newborns and 1-year-olds.  I laid you down next to your cousin Tinsley the other day at Christmas and was amazed.  She just turned 2 months and you looked like a giant next to her.  Today at the doctor's office you weighed in at 22 pounds (50th percentile) and 32 inches (95th percentile!)!  What a difference 15 pounds and 11 inches (and 2 teeth!) makes from what you were a year ago.  I remember snuggling you in those first few days and trying my best to breathe it all in knowing that it was most likely my last few weeks with a newborn of my own.  It's such a hard stage, but one I am sad to see go.  On the other hand, I'm enjoying one of my very favorite times as you start to learn how to say a few fun words and how exciting it is every time you catch on to something new.  Just this month you mastered the art of waving hi and bye.  It's the cute little wave where you actually are waving to yourself most of the time, but everyone loves it.  You wave to everyone you see at church or at the store.  Most of the time you are a pretty happy little bug.

This is a picture I took of you a day or 2 before I left for my bison hunt.  It's also the one I kept looking at while I was gone.  Your dad would see me looking at my phone and laugh knowing exactly what I was doing - looking at pictures of my cute kids.  You did a good job not walking while I was gone, and you are starting to get a little more balance.  Dad says he thinks you'll be walking by his birthday in January.  I'm not so sure, but now that there are no more hunts in the future you're free to start whenever you want.

You're in a fun stage, but you're also in a "get-into-everything" stage.  Right now the house is completely torn apart.  There are empty formula cans scattered all over (your favorite toys, which is why I haven't thrown them out), a few pieces of trash next to the trash can, pots and pans out of the warming drawer, and utensils scattered around their drawer.  I feel like I'm constantly following you around and putting all this stuff back where it goes only to turn around and have it be back out again.  Some days I just give in and let it hang out on the floor.  You've also found that the warming drawer is one of your favorite places to hang out after you've cleared all the pots and pans out of your way.

You crawl about 100 mph these days.  I tried to get a picture of you being cute the other day, but you were crawling so fast the dang pictures were all blurry!

You finally had your first Christmas!  We had a good time hanging out with Grandma and Grandpa H. and Joe and Lisa the Saturday before Christmas where you got spoiled with a stocking and a fun plane from Grandma and Grandpa.  Then the next day we had the Pollock Christmas party where you met Santa for the first time.  You weren't scared, but you definitely were trying to figure out why dad had put you on this guy's lap.

I didn't have a great angle for this picture, so your face is covered up, but here you're giving Santa a high five.  He gave you a monster truck...

...which you proceeded to drive around the room making your truck noises for the rest of the night.

On Christmas Eve you got your second haircut of your life.  You kind of had a bit of a mullet going on in the back, and afterward you looked much better.

We had our annual Christmas Eve movie-watching party, and you actually behaved for most of it.

I actually didn't get any pictures of opening presents Christmas morning because your dad set up my camera to video everyone.  We had a good time opening up presents here and then headed up to Grandma and Grandpa Veater's for the Veater Christmas breakfast.  You got some more presents there from Grandma and Grandpa plus one from cousin Tinsley.  All in all you made a pretty good haul for your first Christmas.

This is one of the funnest faces you make lately.  You open your mouth as wide as you can and make the silliest noises.  You also love to do a little prancing crawl around the house, which makes everybody laugh.  You've definitely got a fun personality.

Here's my little trash digger.  I have to keep a close watch on what I throw in the trash.  One day you found the leftover piece of sugar cookie dough I had thrown on the top of the trash when it got too small to roll out, and then a day or 2 later you had found some muddy buddies that had gotten tossed.  You thought you'd hit the motherload both times!

I feel bad that your birthday is so close to Christmas, really bad actually.  There isn't anything I can do to change it now, buddy, so I hope you don't hate us for it.  This year you obviously didn't care and just seemed confused at how much attention everyone gave you when you woke up that morning.  Later we had dinner and opened presents and then on to the cake...

You weren't quite sure what to think as we sang to you and I held out the cupcake with the candle...er....match lit on top (I almost bought candles that day at the store but convinced myself we had some, then that night I remembered your dear brother and sister had broken them all in half a few months ago and we had to throw them away.  Sorry bud!)

You did what most 1-year-olds seem to do and poked the cake a little while looking around like you weren't sure what you dared do...

Before finally smooshing as much as you could into your mouth.

Your dad didn't think you were getting dirty enough, so he got some in his hands and rubbed it all over your face.

I think you enjoyed it, and we sent you right off to the tub.  As we were getting you ready for bed that night I decided I needed a picture with my baby on his first birthday.  Notice your hand trying to push me away?

And finally having enough of the pictures and trying to scratch my eyes out...
You are definitely not a cuddler.  I wish you were, but at least now we can coax a kiss out of you from time to time (one of the sweet open mouthed, occasional tongue baby kisses).

This first birthday has seemed a little different to me than the others.  I spent a lot of time thinking about that day a year ago when things started out normally and took a bit of an unexpected turn.  I have the same feelings then as I did now - that I'm glad that if there were complications that they were with me and not with you.  I'm glad that it wasn't very serious, and I'm glad everything turned out just fine.  We are so happy to have you in our family, Ty, and I plan to enjoy every minute of the next year as you continue to grow and learn and develop your personality.

Love you Tiger,
Mom

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Logan - December 2012

Last night as I went in to turn off your light before heading to bed I stayed longer than my usual kiss on the cheek, tuck in, "I love you," and leave.  I knelt by your bed and ran my fingers over your face and through your hair and listened to you breathe.  What a blessing.

Yesterday a man walked into an elementary school and killed 20 children about your age.  I didn't find out about it until after I had dropped you off at school, and my immediate instinct was to run back to my car to go pull you out of class.  I didn't.  I stayed home and watched the news coverage with your dad and cried.  My pain for those children and their parents and families hit too close to home.  Kindergartners.  You are a kindergartner   I know how those kids act, how funny they can be, how sneaky and silly and excited for life they are.  I cannot begin to feel what those parents are feeling, but because you are the same age as those children it was incredibly painful and easy for me to put myself into their shoes, to think the thoughts they were having.  You had been so excited all week for school yesterday because it was your gift exchange.  I couldn't help but think that maybe that class was having a party or making a Christmas present for their parents.  I got to the point where I couldn't watch anymore, but my thoughts have not left those children or their parents, and that's why I am writing about something so horrible in your letter this morning.

We have not told you what happened.  The news channels only come on when you are playing in another part of the house, and the channel is quickly changed when you come in the room.  I know I can't shelter you from evil for your entire life, but 5 years old is too young to hear that there are people in this world who are capable of killing children as they sit in their school classroom, a place where you are told you are safe.  I pray that by the time you get back to school on Monday that the topic of conversation in your class will be what you want for Christmas and not this.  If I share these letters with you any time soon, I will leave this one out.  This world is a horrible place, but miracles happen every day too.  GOOD happens every day.  There are people who do bad thing,s and illness and war and awfulness, but Logan there is so much good, too.   One of my favorite songs we sing around Christmastime at church is "I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day."  Two of the verses are so perfect for this situation at this time of the year,

And in despair I bowed my head:
"There is no peace on earth," I said,
"For hate is strong and mocks the song
Of peace on earth, good will to men."

Then pealed the bells more loud and deep:
"God is not dead, nor doth he sleep;
The wrong shall fail, the right prevail,
With peace on earth, good will to men."

Hate IS strong, but Right WILL prevail.  We need to be the good, and we need to focus on the good that we see and celebrate it.  You are such an incredible kid, so loving and kind and sensitive.  Bad things will continue to happen.  We know that this world isn't destined for a pretty ending, but look for the good and you will find it.  Have faith.

Whew.  Now on to the rest of your letter. :)

You and your sister think Tyson is your new toy.  He's finally big enough to play with and not quite big enough to do anything about it.  He does like it when you guys push him around in your toy totes though.  Oh that baby is either going to wind up with a good bit of patience or a temper!


Before your dad and I left for my bison hunt I wanted to do some fun things in case I ended up getting trampled or rolling the 4-wheeler, etc.  (If you have anxiety as you get older you can be confident you got it from me.  I'm sorry.")  We made a bunch of new ornaments to put on the tree, and you guys loved putting the paint inside the glass ornaments and watching the colors swirl and change.  I love this tradition of making a new ornament each year.  It may make our tree look random and wild, but I hope you guys will like looking at them as you get older and remembering the times we made them.

Dragging the back yard with dad.  You guys love hanging out with dad, especially if he's on the 4-wheeler, even if that means going around and around in circles in the back yard.

Well I didn't need to have anxiety after all, and I ended up shooting a bison the third day of the hunt and coming home a day or 2 earlier than I'd planned.  (I was a happy momma!)   We brought the cape and head down so you guys could check it out.  You thought it was pretty cool.  Her head was almost bigger than Ty!

Your dad and I took just you with us to St. George the other day because you and your dad needed haircuts and i needed a few things for Christmas.  It was so fun to get to hang out with just you for a couple hours.  We don't get to do that very often.  I'm not letting you get any more haircuts though, it makes you look too big.  Your dad was right when he said you are going to break some hearts in a few years.

The other morning I got this picture of you and Ty coloring on the couch with the Christmas tree in the background.  Christmas is so much fun these last few years as you've gotten more and more into the whole idea of Santa.  I'm so excited for Christmas Eve and wrapping your presents and filling your stocking.  I dread the day you find out that your dad and I are "Santa," but I hope you keep that to yourself and let your brother and sister find out on their own.  Santa may not be real, but that magic is something that is incredible to be a part of.

I love you so much bud.  No matter how much evil is in this world, you can always count on your family.  Be good, be kind, and be respectful, and always believe in Santa.

Mom

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Bison Hunt 2012

One day right before Halloween this year I got the mail and there was a letter from the Wildlife Administration with my name on it.  Turns out they had added a bunch of cow bison tags to the Henry Mountains unit and I was offered a tag.  We debated for a weekend on whether or not to go, and I had just about decided that I couldn't do it when we changed our minds and I called and took the tag.  The hunt was a month later, and we got all the plans made to go.  Dave decided to go out to the Henry's a couple days early so he could get an idea of what was where.  We had heard from quite a few people that had been out the weekend before looking at bucks that the buffalo were out and about.  I was pretty encouraged and thought we'd be able to find one quickly and maybe get home to my kids early.  Once Dave got there and he realized just how big of an area the Henry's are and the fact that they could be anywhere from the tops of the mountains at 10,000+ feet clear down to the mesas, we got discouraged.

The day before the hunt started my dad and I headed to Panguitch from Kanab where we left the kids and met up with Rob, Jeff, Dakota, and Dusty and made the long trip out.

Dave met us out at the turn off of the Notom Road and led us back to where he had set up our trailer right near Steele Butte, but it just happened to be the windiest place on the whole mountain.  We set up camp and jumped on the fourwheelers to have Dave give us a quick tour of some of the closer places he had been to get us familiar with the area closest to us.

We got up to a big lookout where we saw a couple pretty impressive bucks.  I've never really gotten too excited about seeing big bucks and used to think that people who would drive that far to look at deer were crazy, but these animals were incredible.  I don't know how anyone can see bucks like that and then go back to a regular unit and shoot a dinky 3-point!  We watched them for a while, but as soon as I realized there were people on the point on their phones I called Lori and talked with the kids to make sure everything was going okay.

We got back to camp and ate dinner and then met up in our trailer in what ended up being a tactics meeting. The guys busted out their maps and made some decisions on what the plan for the next day would be.

The next morning we got up and split up.  Rob and Dusty went south, Jeff and Dakota went north of McMillan campground, and Dave, my dad, and I headed out to some reseeds.

My dad stayed up on a point to glass while Dave and I hiked out to the edge of the reseed where he could set up the spotting scope.  After we finally made it to the edge and Dave got set up it wasn't 5 minutes before he started almost squealing that he had spotted some.  He took his time getting good landmarks and making sure he had a plan and then called everyone on the radios and got them headed back to the trailer to regroup and go after them.  He thought it was a small herd of 3 bulls, but because it is so hard to tell on bison we were going to go after them anyway.

We left the fourwheelers and had a pretty good hike up to the top of a ridge where we were hoping to be able to look down in and see them.  Dave got us right where he had seen them, but they had moved on so we walked along the ridge trying to see if we could tell where they had gone.



We still couldn't see where they'd gone, so Rob, Dakota, and Jeff made their way back to the fourwheelers while Dusty, Dave, and I followed their tracks through the drainage.  It was SO frustrating because we had fresh tracks, poop, and even hair at times the whole way through that drainage.  We were trying our best to be quiet and sneak while moving as fast as we could, and every time we got to a new little ridge I think all of us felt like we were going to come up on them, but we never did.  We walked about 3 miles or so in that drainage until we came to a road where the bison tracks got mixed in with the tracks of domestic cows and we lost them.  It had been a long hike, and to come out empty handed was hard.

We went back to camp and got lunch and headed out on the fourwheelers toward the Horn.  We ended up going out on top of Tarantula Mesa looking for a place to look down in to the areas below.  Lots of people we talked to said that those areas are where the bison are, but the road has a seasonal closure on it, and the only way in is about 5 miles to hike or on horses.  It was a long ride out and back to the trailers that night.  With our hike that morning plus the hike up the ridge and through the drainage Dave thinks he and I ended up going about 5 miles on foot that day.  I was worried I wouldn't even be able to walk the next day.  That fourwheeler ride had about done me in, and Dave noticed.  I was alone in the trailer for a minute after dinner, and he told me he would put on a movie for me and let me "be a girl" for a minute.  I wasn't sure what he meant but then I started to get frustrated tears in my eyes and he said, "Yep, be a girl and cry for a minute."  I had pretty much given up on the hunt, and it was only the first day.

The next day we went up higher towards Bull Pass.  It was fogged in and COLD.  The crummy thing about stopping to glass was that we always stopped on top of a ridge so we could see, but that's also where the wind blows!  By the time we got up to Bull Pass we decided the fog wasn't going to lift any time soon and we wouldn't be able to see much anyway, so back down we went.

After getting back to camp we decided to split up again.  I had liked the reseed we had hiked the day before (because I knew the hike was doable!), so while the older guys went to town to get fuel, Dusty and Dakota went down low while Dave and I hiked back out on there.

Dave took us up this STEEP road on our way out to the reseed to see if he could glass it from there..  This picture doesn't even come close to showing how steep it was.  As we went back down I was standing up behind him on the fourwheeler.


It was WINDY, but while we hiked back out on the resseed it wasn't too bad because the wind was at our backs, but I was dreading the hike back to the fourwheeler.  We got to a spot where Dave set up his spotting scope, and I hunkered down out of the wind and fell asleep.  About 45 minutes later we started making our way slowly back to the fourwheelers with Dave glassing as we went.  Dusty and Dakota met up with us, and we found a spot where we could get under some trees out of the wind, and we sat down to watch.  We got talking and laughing loud enough that if anything had been coming in to get water at a nearby pond they would have turned and run before we even saw them, but sitting there with those boys that afternoon was one of my favorite parts of the trip.  Right before dark we made it back to the fourwheelers.  We saw a herd of deer with a few nice bucks that we watched for a minute and then headed back to camp.  I was feeling better by this point and had decided that the deer were cool enough for me and that I wouldn't be too disappointed if I didn't end up with a buffalo.

The next morning we decided to split up again, with everyone going out to different spots to glass.  Dave and I were heading back out to my favorite reseed.  The last part of the hike out of that area sucked because it was uphill.  Not terrible, but sidehill and uphill enough that it made me out of breath every time we had done it.  We had just gotten to the bottom of that area when Dave heard Dakota trying to call Dusty on the radios.  Dave answered him and Dakota told us to meet them at the spot we had seen the big bucks.  I was not super happy because that meant I had to turn right around and go right back up my least favorite part of that hike right after I had just come down, but I figured if they were telling us to come they must have had something spotted.  Of course, Dave also had this figured out so he practically ran back out with me chasing and huffing and puffing and lagging behind.

We made it to the lookout point where Jeff and Dakota filled us in on what they had found.  They got up there and didn't see much at first when all of a sudden Dakota saw some bison move out from behind some P/J.  They had kept an eye on them, and pretty soon Dave, Dakota  and I were bailing off the side of that tall lookout after them.  It was an awful hike down!  The whole side of the mountain was loose rocks, and we slipped and slid all the way down.  When we got to the smaller ridge where they had last seen them I thought the worst of our hike had to be over.  We tracked them through the P/J and after a while we could hear them on the other side.  We hiked a little further and all of a sudden I saw movement through the trees.  I stopped and hit Dave on the shoulder until he whispered that he had seen them too.  I moved back to where Dakota was where there was a bigger break in the trees and sat down to try to get a shot.  They moved through so fast that we couldn't get a shot and definitely couldn't get tell if they were cows or bulls.  We chased them through the trees for a while, but they were gone.

Listening to Jeff and the others on the radio we knew which way they were headed and we looked up and saw them going up onto a reseed.  It looked like it was FOREVER away.  I sat down and gave up.  There was no way we were going to get to them before someone else did.  There were so many people up hunting, and there was a herd of buffalo out in the middle of an open reseed.  It was silly of me to ever doubt that Dave would go after them, and pretty soon he sent Dakota up somewhere and he and I were practically running through the trees.  I don't have any idea how I was able to keep up.  I know actually SEEING the buffalo and getting that bit of adrenaline helped and also knowing that I had gone that far only to basically chase those things out in the open for someone else to shoot made me mad.  I learned that I don't like to hike for nothing, and I definitely don't like to hike for someone else's benefit!

As we got closer to the reseed we heard a shot, and then another one.  It was all I could do to not sit down and cry right there, but Dave kept moving, so I did too.  We could overhear the talk on the radio, but ours wouldn't let Dave call out.  We knew it was Dave's cousin's wife who also had a tag who had taken the shots, and that they weren't sure if they had gotten one or not.  The herd wasn't too spooked, so we kept moving to where they were.  I was so amazed at how Dave knew just where to go and the best way to get there.  I learned early on when hiking behind him I have to just keep my eyes on his boots so I 1. Don't fall, and 2. Can't see how far we have to go.  Plus I was so disoriented and tired that I could barely tell which way was up!  We came up over a small rise and saw the herd.  Dave had me lay down to try to get a shot, but I wasn't used to shooting that way and we couldn't get a good shot before they had moved past us, so up we were moving again.  By this time I was so done.  I had tears in my eyes, but I was trying so hard to keep them out of my eyes so that if we got another shot I would be able to see through the scope.  We got another shot with a dead rest on a tree and watched them go through  a small wash.  As they came through I watched through my scope and Dave and I felt like the ones we saw were bulls.  It was so hard to tell.

We moved on AGAIN.  The emotions of having found them and lost them and trying to get shot after shot plus the exhaustion from having gone so far so fast was getting to me.  We didn't go much further and we came out on a small rise and were standing probably 50 yards away from the herd.  My initial reaction was to wonder what the hell Dave was thinking and he needed to get down so they couldn't see him, but then I realized they weren't looking at us and they weren't running.  The part where I actually got the shot is a blur to me.  Dave and I had practiced shooting so much that I wasn't worried.  Dave told me where to sit and I got down and looked through the scope.  The last bison in the herd looked like a cow, except her horns were throwing me off since they were heavier at the bottom like a bull.  Dave told me he was confident that she was a cow and that if we were wrong that it would be an honest mistake.  I looked at her horns one last time as she turned her head away from me and then thought I had better take the shot before she started to move again.  I aimed right where we had practiced on the buffalo target he had made for me, and pulled the trigger.  I don't remember what happened right after the shot.  I looked up and they were gone.  Dave said later he had heard a pop and knew I had hit her, so he wasn't worried and knew we had enough people around watching to watch her to see if she kept with the herd.  As soon as I had shot though he turned to me and asked if the cows had humps.  I burst into tears and said that no they didn't.  I cried because I was tired and relieved we could stop walking and scared that I had shot a bull.  I was more or less hysterical, but I knew how ridiculous I was being and took a picture of myself.  I thought about posting it, but yeah, I think I'll hold on to that one.

We heard Dave's dad yelling "She's down!" from a hill across from where we were, so we slowly made our way to where the cow went down.  I saw her laying there, and Dave told me to stay where I was while he moved around to make sure she was a she.  And she was!  And the tears came again.  We were so excited.

I looked up and saw that one of the mountains close by was covered in snow.  I thought it was so pretty and took a picture of it, but the best part is Dave on the side of the picture mid fist pump.  I knew he was so excited for me, and it was an awesome experience to be able to do that with him.



Everyone made their way to where we were.  THE BEST thing about where we were actually able to get the shot was that almost everyone (except poor Dakota who spotted them in the first place!) was able to see or hear the shot.  I couldn't have asked for anything better.



 I was especially glad my dad was there.


And Dakota made it there finally too...

I did the easy part, and then Rob did the awful job of gutting her, and then the other guys were able to get her back to the truck whole, and we rushed back to camp, loaded up, and headed for home.


We stopped at the butcher to get her skinned, and Dave made me get up on the truck and stand next to her to show just how big she was.

Blood on my new boots...

We got home to the kids around 8 that night, and they were excited to see us and even thought the buffalo head was pretty cool.

The whole experience was awesome.  I owe the success of the trip to every one of the people who came with us and took their vacation time and skipped school and spent their money and used their fourwheelers and trucks and trailers to be there for me, so a big HUGE thanks to Rob, my dad, Dusty, Jeff, and Dakota.  I also owe an enormous thanks to my mom and Lori for watching the kids.  I was SO nervous to leave them, but knowing they were in the capable and spoiling hands of their grandmas made it possible.  And of course I owe the biggest thanks to Dave...

I think I am more impressed with how I hiked than with the fact that I made a shot at 50 yards, and I love that Dave had the faith in me and knew he could push me to that limit.  I love that he trusted me to make the shot and didn't have to tell me where or when to shoot.  I love that he knows that I'd never let him take a shot at an animal for me and wouldn't even ask.  I guess after almost 7 years the guy knows me a little bit.


Saturday, December 1, 2012

Tessa - December 2012

Oh Tessa, Tessa girl. You've been my little walking buddy this month.  The weather has been so nice that I've loaded you and Ty up in the double stroller and gone for a walk quite a bit.  You are quite a trooper on those trips, and one day that was a little colder than normal Logan and Tyson were complaining about being out, but not you!  You guys love to stop at the park on our way home, and we found some leaves to play in one day.

The other day we went to the park while Logan was at school.  I met up with some mom's that we haven't really done much with before, so you didn't know the kids very well.  I was SO surprised to see how shy you are when Logan isn't around.  I always thought you were less reserved than he was.  I know that you like to play by yourself at home, but I thought that was more out of necessity when Logan is at school, but you had a good time playing at the park by yourself too.  Who knew you had some shyness in you?


Everyone that meets you for the first time always comments on your pretty dark eyes.  I love them too.  I wish mine were the same color as yours myself!  They have been that way from the very start, too.  This is the face that gets your dad into trouble.  I can hear you saying, "PLEEEEEASE?" just by looking at it.  There isn't much you don't get away with when you use your charm and that face on your dad.  He started his winter time off work this month, and I'm going to have to whip you guys back into shape by the time he goes back to work in January.

Aunt Lisa and I did a color run in St. George this month, and Grandma and Grandpa Hillier brought you guys over to watch us finish.  We found you guys about 30 yards or so from the finish, so I grabbed you and finished the run carrying you on my hip.  They had photographers taking pictures of the runners, and this is the only one we could find of me, and I'm holding you!  Dad says it looks like I am power walking, but I actually did run with you.


After we finished, Aunt Lisa gave you guys some color packets she had bought to throw.  You had a pink one and Uncle Joe found you tap, tap, tapping his leg with it and turning him all pink.  It was pretty funny.

And this is the face you made when your color packet was all gone...

The other day I happened to catch this sweet moment.  Most of the time if Ty is in a pestery mood he's trying to pull your hair or claw your face off, but this day I guess he was feeling more sweet.  I love this picture.

We made some cool Christmas ornaments last week by getting clear glass balls and putting paint inside them.  It was hard for you to be patient and let the colors swirl inside the ball.  You were ready to do another, and another, and another before your first one had even gotten halfway swirled.  I did convince you to try to move the paint around inside for a few minutes before doing another one though.  Your dad says our tree is going to look crazy with all the different ornaments on them, but I want to have a tradition of making a new ornament every year to put on the tree.  It may not make the prettiest tree, but I think it will make a really awesome memory tree as you guys get bigger.

We had a really fun Thanksgiving at Grandma and Grandpa Hillier's house.  Aunt Lisa is so cool and brought a bunch of props and did a photo booth.  I'll have to get some of the pictures from her, because you and Logan had some pretty cool pictures.  Grandma and Grandpa cooked a yummy dinner, and we had a fun time playing games and visiting   Then the next day we went and got our Christmas tree with the Veater side of the family.  You and Logan had fun eating gummy worms what little snow you could find up there before dad found us a HUGE tree.

I'm so nervous to leave you guys for my bison hunt.  By the time this letter posts (YES! I'm typing this almost a week early!) you will be at grandma's, and I will be on my way to a hunting adventure with both grandpa's, Uncle Dusty, Uncle Jeff and Dakota, and your dad of course.  It's a funny feeling to leave you guys because I don't want you to be nervous to stay with your grandma's, but on the other hand when I ask you guys about it and we talk about it, you and Logan both act like it will be the most amazing thing in the world, and it makes me sad.  I guess it is not so much that you are happy to get away from me for a few days as it is you are excited to be spoiled by BOTH grandma's for a few days.  Hopefully I will get a bison sooner than later and be able to come back home and resume our normal life. :), but for the rest of this week you can definitely expect more hugs and kisses and cuddles than normal.  I've got to stock up while I can!

I hope you are good for your grandma's, and I think I will put you on grandma-watching duty to make sure they don't teach Tyson to walk before I get back.

Love you sis,
Mom